12/12/2011

Padre Pio said :" Love is the first ingredient in the relief of suffering."

What a nice saying.Recently, i have been really troubled with which is the path i should be heading to. Im currently in the 5th week of surgical posting. This is a physically and mentally challenging posting. Words cant describe the mental depression i have been through. Im glad that God has heard my prayers.

Once i became that timid and tried to run away from the troubles, but not to face it. She, asked me to move forward, and dont look back, and know my aim and do work towards it. She asked me to ignore the scoldings, and she believe i can make it.

Whenever i felt troubled to do revision, I would start thinking about the sufferings. At least, let me start preparing myself by understanding the principles of medicine, so that i could provide them some relief to them in days to come.

Some compliments are reassurance to me. At least i know, all the while, i was kept an eye, not being targetted. "Keep it up! Dont lose track!" was what i told myself after that compliment.

Well, i have to admit that surgery put me into the seriously study mode. A way i m really experiencing myself like a doctor.

Exams are hitting in the coming 2 weeks, before i leave surgical posting in 3rd year. I shall do my best. and i wil do it nicely, beautifully.